As I’ve stated before, I began my journey into esoteric systems via Alchemy. As every year passes, I become more and more convinced that Alchemy is the basis of EVERY esoteric system. It is a complete system in and of itself. But various systems have grown around it in order to control the knowledge it imparts and debauch it for the purposes of control.
When an explorer of Alchemy begins his/her journey, the struggle lies in understanding the basics of the system: the steps, symbols and aims. As airy fairy as it sounds, moving forward in the study really does depend on being ready mentally, emotionally and spiritually. Which means the study takes YEARS for the adherent to even be familiar with the cycles inside the system. I have been studying the system for a bit over 10 years now, and I still consider myself a neophyte.
It takes even longer to begin to apply these lessons to life. Then to begin manifestation, well, that does truly depend on divine will and how well the follower aligns himself/herself to it.
Time and time again, you will come across pictorial mandelas such as the one above. The lone alchemist following the steps toward enlightenment.
The First Thing can be found everywhere.
Basically what you are is all that you need to begin your journey to enlightenment. Your courage, your intellect, your alignment to divinity, your fearlessness….EVERYTHING that you are is all that is needed to find freedom. But also know that not only are you the first matter, so is everyone else in the world. Which means a life of compassion is necessary. This is one the hardest lessons to learn. Because it is so easy to project your world view on others then see them reflected back at you. This creates a mental bias confirmation loop. What you are thinking will come back to you.
Think of it as such. In the Microcosm, The human mind (which consists not only the brain organ itself but the WHOLE body), only knows sensation at the beginning. So you work with sensation. You can see this in children who explore objects, tastes, sounds, colors etc. As you move into higher mental work, it becomes about knowing the self and what is NOT self. This is hard to do because we find it easier to be ego driven rather than holistically open to experience. This brings us back to the confirmation loop. The mind loves confirmation. It will seek it at all costs. Confirmation represents safety but it prevents the explorer from knowing the space in between. Breaking the confirmation loop is extremely important because there are other things roaming the world beside us that WE CREATE due to careless assumptions. The labels for these beings are demons, jinn, faeries, archons, aliens etc. So, knowing yourself, knowing your emotional responses and intellect is of utmost importance because that is what will overrule the discipline of the alchemist. Emotionality is an especially weak spot. Hence every valid alchemical work will teach the control of emotions. In real life this means isolating yourself from the influence of things that prey on your emotion such as cell phones, television and radio.
The Microcosmic Androgyne
As the alchemist gains control over their mind, their first transmutation will be to unite the male and female characteristics inside themselves. Basically the left and right brain. This is what is called the marriage of Sun and Moon. The Sun is the Sacred Masculine. This part of yourself that is strong, virile, defensive, aggressive, logical and capable of directing divine will. The Moon is the sacred feminine. This part of yourself will be intuitive, compassionate, gentle, empathetic, fertile and capable of supporting divine will. Most of us lean heavily toward either side. When the true position will be to balance both halves. The alchemist will then be able to focus, direct thoughts and create. This is depicted in mandalas as an Androgyne because the alchemist is both male and female in thought.
Getting to that point takes many years and according most texts is a never ending cycle of purification to ever greater states of understanding the self, other people and the universe itself. Most alchemists stay in this corner of alchemy, the pursuit of ever greater control over their own thoughts. It is powerful enough in itself. But there is another form that is even more powerful, more pure but potentially dangerous to alchemists and is commonly abused by dark Occultists.
The Soror and Frater Mystica, the Alchemical Androgyne
Alchemists who can form the sacred Soror and Frater bond are extremely blessed and truly in love. Love in such high degree that the act of lovemaking empowers them both and their creative capacities. Franz Bardon hesitated to discuss the full powers of this bond for fear of debauching it. I must admit that even though I believe in de-occulting mystery subjects, I support his view. This is such a beautiful, highest level working of transmutation that to discuss it fully would pull it down into basest pornography. He is also right that a true, right thinking alchemist will be able to meditate and work out the basics of lawful sexual alchemy. The basics involve becoming the balanced energies of male and female between two people. These energies unite to become the True, Universal Law Androgyne. It is even said that the exchange of such energies regenerates the couple and extends life. After all legends say that Nicholas and Perenelle Flamel left all their wealth to charity and descendants, staged their own deaths and ran away together when they could no longer hide the fact that their aging was rather nonexistent.
Personally I believe that even if one Soror and Frater Mystica pair existed on earth, most of the workings of dark occultists would come to naught. Simply because the sacred love between these two powerful people would negate the occultist’s dark thought forms before they could even work upon reality. This is the reason why our dark elites are so intent on destroying the Sacred Male and Sacred Female principles, destroying the possibility of love between men and women and destroying family units. Indeed, Love is so powerful that even non-magical love unions of men and women create a protective matrix that would prevent some of the dark designs of black wizards. They have even gone so far to destroy the sexes themselves by pushing REAL Transgenders, which are a perverted form of the alchemical androgyne.
The Black Madonna Starfire Virgins – The Perversion of the Alchemical Androgyne in the Military Industrial Complex experiments
Recently in my studies, I’ve been diverted away from my Goddess studies into the realms of Military mind control and occult experiments. Usually I trust my intuition so I kept on the path even though I was confused as to why this was directly related to Sophia/Isis/Madonna/Baphomet worship. Most of the material regarding the dark use of sexual alchemy was from reports of the MK Ultra and Psychic experiments in the so-called Montauk Project in the 1960s to as late as the 1990s.
Apparently the Spooks in this project used extreme torture methods to brainwash subjects into believing various strange ideas such as Doubles/Soul Mates, Astral loves, energetic dyads etc. in order to turn nascent “psychics” into vampires/rapists. So much so that many young males and females were murdered in these type of experiments by psychics.
So, yes, Bram Stoker was writing about a very real nightmare. Vampires are people who prey upon the sexual energies of other people in order to bolster their own powers.
Basically the Military black ops were using a perversion of the Soror and Frater Mystica bonds based upon the ideas of Wilhelm Reich. I do have copies of Reich’s The Sexual Revolution and The Function of Orgasm but I have yet to read them. So as of now, I can’t make an informed decision on Reich’s true aims. I do think, after paging quickly through The Sexual Revolution that Reich was in the Tavistock/Frankfurt school of culture shock and Maoist Cultural revolution. Make of it what you will for now. Reich was also experimenting in radio frequencies that were close to sexual energy that he called Orgone. If stories are to be believed, the spooks blasted these Reich radio frequencies all over Long Island in order to see what came out in the wash. God only knows what was generating these frequencies.
Since many of the dark occultists in these projects were from bloodline families there are also stories that the Montauk project was home to many cultist activities, again, involving debauched sexual alchemy. This is where the path leads back to Goddess worship.
In my readings I stumbled upon a programming term “Starfire”. In much of occult and alien visitation literature, these “starfire” people were considered powerful psychics and energy generators. The dark occultists and military ops believed these women (and some men) were able to enhance sexual energy to such a strong degree that it would create more powerful results. How they determined these people were so called “Starfire” Virgins is a bit beyond my current research. What I’ve read indicates the dark elites and spooks were fascinated by genetic bloodlines and these “Starfire” people were from certain families. These women were akin to the Black Madonna or Holy Grail. At this site, they were equalled to the Goddess Kali and even the Whore of Babylon. Again, the influence of Crowleyism can be felt. Apparently these women were at their most potent during their menses. After their ritual rape, their menstrual blood would be drunk by the dark occultists. How this fits into the experimental nature of the Montauk project I can only conjecture. Apparently certain females of this nature were sometimes given to the psychics in order to elicit extreme emotional responses such as obsessional love, lust and anger which made them more amenable to ever more extreme mind control.
Now how much of this is really true, along with the Alien visitation stories, is really unknown. People like to run off on tangents about these subjects. Personally, I think the project was mainly about mind control so none of the occult stories need be true, they were fed to the victims to experiment for results. I suppose what worked is what ended up in our culture via television, movies and New Age movements. Even in cults such EST Training, Church of the Process, Manson Family, Scientology and Children of God.
The victims of these experiments themselves carry on the work they learned during their victimization. While it is all thought of as discovered in Montauk, you can find the same teachings in earlier books such as Franz Bardon’s Initiation into Hermetics, Harold Percival’s Thinking and Destiny and even Blavatsky’s Isis Unveiled and The Secret Doctrine. Not to mention Crowley’s myriad of works. There are also various older alchemical literature that Military Psyops raided for their mind control experiments to mix it all up as a cocktail of bile then threw it all over us. Stirred not shaken.
The alien stories have taken on a life of their own. Although I find that subject interesting, it is outside of my Goddess studies. Plus I feel they are truly more mind control stories used to appeal to our imaginations.
Truthfully when I think of Alien “visits”, I can’t help but equate them to these jokes people play on their pets.
LOL. So, yeah, if you are high on whatever psychoactive drug and someone comes out and dances in front of you in a plastic Halloween costume; could you really discern if it was a suit or you were VISITED!
Anyway, keep reading and keep learning.